Just saying, a guy would complain so much if he was a girl. We have it hard. Also, I've gotten in this bad habit of over analyzing everything. Ya know, I can't be the only person who has

• "I hate myself" days
• "I want to die" days
• "I'm so ugly" days
• "Why is this happening to me?" days
• "I feel retarded" days
• "I can't stop thinking about you" days
• "I'm gonna check my phone every five minutes for you to text me" days
• "Thanks for ignoring me" days
• "I hate everyone" days
• "My life sucks" days

You guys have them too, right? 

Last night was fun, I attempted to learn how to "Freeze." Emily taught me. Just a typical Friday night at Katie's with the best. Our Math student teacher got fired, HAHA. I'm drowning in my homework. Til next time.

Boring weekend. But, I finished my essay. YES!

        So those of you who aren't an only child, we all know that parents pick favorites. No matter how much they deny it, you know that they secretly like one better than the other. In my case, it's the youngest of our family, my little brother. He's spoiled rotten, and my Dad likes him because he's the only boy. Where I'm getting at is... my mom has a work conference in Orlanda, FL this week. So instead of her just going, my Dad decided that it'd be super fun to take my brother out of school for the week and go down there with my mom to the ESPN center and watch the Atlanta Braves practice during Spring Training. Even though I don't like baseball all that much, I'm still jealous. So my sister and I are stuck here, staying with our friends for the week. But the way I look at it is, it's a week away from the family and spent with my best friend Katie.

On another note, tonight was Monday. Which means YoungLife! I love it. It was 80's night, so of course i took full advantage of dressing up. :)

My weekend has gotten off to a great start. For one, Thursday and Friday my WHAP teacher wasn't there. It just made me entire day better. Last night me and the girls went to see Justin Bieber's movie Never Say Never. I personally thought it was great, I loved it. He's so darn cute. Then after that we went to El Azteca and attempted to order in Spanish, yeah. Attempted being the keyword. My Saturday so far hasn't been very productive, I have an essay to write, and a project to do. Bleh. This will be a school filled weekend. It's supposed to be 76 degrees today! Woohoo. I get to wear shorts in February. Life is good.


A little side note, I know what you're doing. Every time I refresh my page, the "not really" option on my poll has gone up 2 or 3 votes in the past 15 minutes. Clever, you know how to refresh a page. Find something better to do, it's a beautiful day.

Good, bad, and the ugly. I have so much on my mind right now, and I don't know what to do with it. So I'm making a group of my past few days.

Good:

• I had a good weekend, and spent time with Anna
• Monday wasn't the typical 'I hate everything' day for me
• I got a facial today
• I got a balloon, boxes of chocolate, and the cutest red dog ever from A.J for Valentines Day. It dances and sings!
• New teacher wasn't that bad
• A few more days till Friday, then 3 day weekend!

Bad:

• It was my new teacher's first day, definitely not the same as Mrs. Hoffman
• I didn't have a real Valentine
• The lady giving me a facial told me she understood about sensitive skin and blemishes. Ummm, no you don't. Her skin was perfect. Of course.
• Our whole entire WHAP class got punished because of one person
• I have one hard butt essay to write 
• My WHAP teacher whines like a 5 year old
• My laptop is broken, again. I think I got a dud.

Ugly:

So today during first block, my WHAP teacher(I know i keep bring her up, but I absolutely have so much venting to do on her right now) gave us two extra weeks to do our essay. But nooo, ONE person had to complain about it, and go on and on and on and on. So of course, she punishes the whole class and changes the date back. She also blamed us for not turning in an assignment that was due last Wednesday. In my personal opinion, if only 5 out of 28 students turned in something, it's obviously the teacher's fault for not having adequate communication. So yes, 22 of us get half credit (50, which is an F. Which sucks) and she just had to be a little fart face about it.

I know this is a negative blog, but I just had to vent. So I did. Back to my essay now, I hope you readers had a better day than I did.

I had a bittersweet Friday. One of the best English teacher's I've ever had left Howard. She got a new job and had to leave mid-year unexpectedly. Sad. We had a bunch of food, picture taking, and goodbyes. It was very sad, and she will definitely be missed. On a happier note, my Friday night was awesome. A big group went to Taki to celebrate Campos' birthday. The most awesome Younglife leader ever. After that we all went to the last 6 minutes of the Howard - Central basketball game. An intense 6 minutes at that. Then all piled in cars and went to Macy's house where we played Just Dance 2 and had birthday cake for the remainder of the night. Hilarious watching some of those people dance. I'm worn out, that's for sure. Macy's house also got rolled, so I also spent some of the day cleaning up toilet paper. Gotta love highschool. I think I'm staying in for the night. Oh well, I have a World History essay to write.

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Got my grades today, yikes. That's all I'm gonna say on that. I tell myself I'm going to buckle down, but never seem to. After completely bombing the WHAP test and my trig test... I need to work a lot harder. So, I've been reading a bunch of Buddhism documents(not for fun), and he seemed like a pretty cool dude. Basically, what i learned is... If I want to get rid of all the crappy things in my life, I have to cut them off completely. Leave no room for them. Pretty good advice, so this week my phone for the most part has and will remain in my drawer. I kinda feel better when I'm not constantly on it. I was also thinking, when I'm a mom and all grown up, am I going to look back on the stuff I'm doing in highschool now and in the future and be really dissapointed and regretful? It makes me think about really changing some things around. I want to have a good time in this suckish 4 years at least. Oh! Good news, my laptop got shipped back to me today! Yay, I missed it. Hopefully it's fixed. I should finish my homework now.

Heyyyy, it's Superbowl Sunday. Packers won. I could care less though. I didn't really know who to cheer for. So recap, Christina Aguilera messed up the National Anthem, typical. BUT, if I was singing in front of millions of people, live, a capella, hey... I would probably mess up too. Also, was I the only one that thought Fergie did awful?? I spent my night over at Emily's with my favorite people. We ate a lot of junk food, pizza, cookies, brownies. Usual. Good weekend I'd say. The rain finally stopped. Geez, that was too long. It was actually warm today. I also could blog about how mad I am at a certain person, but that would probably end up being a book. School tomorrow. Joy.

"On the first page of our story, the future seemed so bright.

Then this thing turned out so evil, I don't know why I'm still surprised."

I've always loved the song I Love The Way You Lie, like I've probably mentioned before. But I came upon the girl who originally wrote the song, and I personally think It's a million times better. Better lyrics too. Listen to it, forreal. My week has actually been pretty fantastic so far. School has gone by super quick, and has been pretty laid back. My laptop got sent back today, so it should be here in a few days. I'm so happy! I also got my haircut! Woot woot. I love it. The weather has been yucky all week though, after such a beautiful weekend... it has rained all week. No bueno. In my English class, we had this thing called a writing circle, where we all shared stories and turning points in our life. It was really emotional, but so great to get on that level with all of my friends. I actually am going to miss my teacher when she leaves next Friday. On a slightly different note, I hate boys. To all of you guys that are reading this. Start treating girls right. I hate seeing my friends get hurt. That's all for now, time to study for my WHAP test tomorrow. Wonderful. Tomorrow is friday! Be happy :)

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